Wednesday, February 08, 2012
Beauty in the midst of chaos
Life is starting to calm down. Finally. Just in the last few days, as some big preoccupations have begun to recede, I have begun to rediscover spaces in my mind that I had forgotten existed. I have reconnected with an old friend, albeit it through shared grief. I have started to see some light at the end of the tunnel that has been the last 18 months of craziness. I am starting to feel like me again; I can feel my brain starting to branch back out into the undiscovered, taking all the adventures being offered to it.
I have been so blessed with beauty in the midst of the chaos that has been my mind for the last 18 months. I've found real, true, deep friendships in places I never expected to discover them and am honoured to share my life with such lovely, special people. I have people to look after and people to look after me. I am putting down roots and starting to settle, and with that, I am starting to bring myself back out of the clutter of my mind.
It's nice to be back,